i need to get 4.0 for bio. could have done better for ca. walau junda got 87. sick man. the final assignment pulled him up like shit. now i got 77.8. need to get 83.3 in ct to get 4.0 for this semester. shit man. that's quite high, but if i mug and mug and mug i think i can do it.
i dun care abt the whole yr liao. coz quite diff to pull up. i shall aim to get at least a 3.6 for overall gpa this semester. but dang, phy ca is how mother low. i think close to failing lor. shit shit shit. must work hard!
i shall go to national library on thurs, fri and sat to mug from nxt week onwards. 4 more weeks!
today a group of us was trying to figure out how to pon the ambassador series. thinking abt excape routes, excuses...but in the end only pathy, kok, 'vincent' and william were brave enough to sneak out from the staircase's exit. i managed to get permission from joy lim to leave earlier coz go tuition. i was starving man! stupid f* up school only give us 20min for lunch while sec 3s get dismissed earlier. wtf la.
heck la.
today checked my mail. wa, damn sad, wayne said the production team wants a REAL OFFICIAL gaming club in school, so filming with the bf2 and dota guys is scrapped. kaoz. im sure singapore got any school with GAMING CLUB one lor. haiz, i hope i can get wayne to change those guys' minds. i mean, it will be so damn cool to see ourselves on tv, and some more it's gaming, not some mugger subject.
now trying to mug for integration ta. i forgot how to integrate lnx. kns.
i realise that if you look forward to something too much, in the end everything will just collapse. so dun put high hopes on anything. dun even imagine or fantasize abt it.
like what is happening now. and like what happened before.
i think it's pretty strange to dream about yourself hallucinating. i mean, in a dream where the images are so blur, i am actually aware that i was hallucinating something. kindda weird. perhaps nxt time when i have the luxury of free time i will devote it to researching dreams.
they may be the door to another world.
cherry garcia..
10:04 PM
