my cousin lost his dad this morn.
that's like the second death of a parent in my somewhat extensive but broken up family tree in 7 years?
i've prob forgotten how he looks like alr, though i still rem his name, but i feel v sorry for him coz he is now an orphan - his parents divorced 11 years ago. ok, not really coz he's in ns now. but still it's gotta be hard for him. and he's the only child, like me.
sometimes i worry that one day i'll be the 3rd tragedy. and i wonder how i will cope then, when i have no one else to go to. i can trust no one.
you were right when you said i needed a little love. im a sad lonely boy who has yet to see many things outside my walls.
perhaps one day u could give urs to me.
cherry garcia..
10:11 PM
