dear _____ ,
im close to giving up on studying for the cts. i had confidence at first, but after today when im unable to finish a single vector question without leaving any parts blank, i know that im going to fail . yet again. because there's integration which i can never master, and p&c which i don't understand a damn fuck about the solutions and why i can't get the answer.
and i feel so stupid that i cannot study bio. while people have already completed ten chapters, im still trying to comprehend one. it seems that i cannot absorb anything and i've submitted myself to whatever may come. no, not may. will. i will get a u grade. yet again.
there's only one more day left of studying, majority of the time spent would be on econs since it is the first paper. the fact is i have not finished studying any subject. i still have holes which need to be filled up, and i'll prob walk into the exam hall like a sponge. by the time i get the paper everything i had studied would have leaked out as anxiety.
please tell me if there's any effective way of studying bio, because if i still can't figure out how to revise like a good rjc student should im going to fail come october. first rjc student to score a u-grade in a level bio exam.
the best thing is, im prob going to score lower than people who have spent their holidays at camp or work attachment. i can predict the outcome - i really am stupid.
good luck to u. may this period of agony come to an end soon.
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dear ______ ,
thanks for the excuses. it seems that i have not learned my lesson.
you know what, im still
trying.
cherry garcia..
6:24 PM
