i'm sorry.
knowing that rj lost 4th place by only 10 points, and similarly i fell by 10 positions from ytd, it is really a devastating feeling.
so now we're 6th. can u believe it - we were 4th for 2 days, on the 3rd day tjc suddenly came out of nowhere when we thought cjc were our closest competitors. we were behind by 19 points and today vjc suddenly overtook us as well even though we decreased the gap by 9 points.
james, jeryl and lowell all played well today, tt's y we improved. i played like i only started bowling ytd, tt's y we lost.
if u knew what went wrong, it's ok. u could pick urself up easily. but the prob is i dunno wad happened. after 5 splits ( 3 consecutive ) i thought i was playing gutterball online. but again in gutterball u could strike the rest of the frames and still get a decent score. here at occ i just couldn't get my first ball right. on the 8th frame of the final game, my score was 88, and i thought, since there is no way of fighting back i might as well just play to please the crowd.
thanks 3r, j3s and the councilors for coming down to support us. u all really helped a lot by affecting the concentration of the acjc girls, tt's y our girls had a strong chance to win. thanks for shouting our names and cheering after every shot, because ytd we really suffered under the voices of acjc. ah and actually from tdy can really tell who were the people with character ie those who stayed at occ and not go for ice cream. i don't blame those who left - ok i feel an urge to be sarcastic but i shall just stop here. don't really want to offend ppl unintentionally. anw i alr expected a lukewarm response for our match support, esp when it clashes with free cone day. or maybe it's just the sport, or the players.
maybe if it was basketball the class would have been more enthu and stayed for the whole game, coz c'mon it's gerrard and fg. us, me and kiat. who? what? huh? bowling? how is it played? v fun to see ball roll and hit pins meh? it's not even a team game! liddat oso need to support one meh?sorry for the disappointing performance. i was so enthu abt our match support, as though i was like some pro player. ya right. u all agreed to come support us, in the end this is what i produce. hope u all had a fun time cheering and watching the better players bowl. maybe i dun deserve to be in this team - mr lee had to fight for me to get in the team.
tdy is the last time i will bowl for rjc at occ and this is how i ended my time in the cca on such a high note not?
well done girls. sorry guys.

will miss u all man.
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no more waking up early to catch the 58 bus so that i can catch the early 410 bus to school, though normally i will see the 410 leave the bus stop opp the bubble tea shop while im still on 58.
no more dragging my red brunswick bag past the sch population in the canteen while going to the storeroom at the mph.
no more looking at the clock in class and hoping sch will end so that i can go for training.
no more lazing in the canteen with the bowlers and avoiding to drag balls because tt duty has been passed to the j1s.
no more listening to music or sleeping or just talking kok on the bus to occ.
no more having to hear "waaarmm uuuuppp".
no more having to do warm up exercise.
no more having to change shoes and wear knee guard.
no more having to wear my smelly red mongoose wrist-guard.
no more having to do two-step warm-up.
no more having to wear 1-pound weight on bowling hand and put 3 towel lengths on the lane.
no more getting punished for hitting towel or dropping that occasional ring on the head.
no more cleaning away the oil from my ball with my kim seng starbowl yellow towel.
no more hitting pockets.
no more sparing pins.
no more cursing when the ball misses the pin 10 by 1 board / hits pin 10 but misses pin 6.
no more saying fuck when i get a split, especially during a divs.
no more getting a phobia of bowling when my ball gets stuck and i fall down.
no more having to put insert tape when the thumbhole is too big.
no more laughing at ah kee's creative criticisms.
no more enduring mr lee's shameless comments which although lame still make us laugh.
no more hearing the "thump" when the ball goes to the gutter.
no more breathing in powder when blowing the hand.
no more lazing around when the lanes are faulty and they can't fix it.
no more groaning when the lanes are switched off in the middle of a game.
no more doing high fives and shouting "high game".
no more laughing at the inability to lead a cheer.
no more shouting "yeeaaahhh".
no more shouting "pick it uuuupppp"
no more shouting "strike home!"
no more shouting "let's beer ____ ".
no more washing the smell, dirt and powder off our hands in the toilet.
no more taking the occ shuttle bus to yishun mrt.
no more dragging the balls home at 9pm.
no more taking the cab back to sch with james and wei han aft wed trainings.
no more having 4 training sessions from mon to thurs which just means we dun need to study.
no more checking orchidbowl website to see scores, and wasting time to refresh the page because they havent put up the doubles scores.
no more calc ranking points and average.
no more having to answer general public's questions like "where did u buy this bag?" or "are you going on holiday?"
no more having to endure kaypoh stares from ppl on the bus and mrt who think the bowling bag contains a bomb.
no more victory dinner and stupid forfeits.
no more using bowling as an excuse when u dun do well for exams.
good bye rafflesbowling 08.
actually i just realised some of the stuff above will only apply after masters on sat. haha wtv.
cherry garcia..
10:48 PM