panic is overwhelming.
despondence is overshadowing.
if i can't even do well in what im strong at, then how on earth am i gg to rescue something which i've failed to protect for a long, long time.
the best thing is there were truly unexpected winners. i know they won but i dun feel like mentioning names. im not discrediting them - just tt if they're on the podium, then i shld be one higher, like maybe a statue or sth.
how many of u have had the real taste of failure? no sugar, no artificial flavouring. just natural.
if so many of u are alr complaining now, what will happen to u all if u were in my position? what, am i gg to see u in the obituary tmr?
u know what?
just screw off.
cherry garcia..
9:14 PM
