gp was a surprise really.
somehow it was very favourable to history students.
this was the first time i had a good feeling after writing my essay, since my first gp ct last year which i got an A for. i didn't even stop to think - just kept writing and writing.
so this definitely can't go wrong!
well, if not for the fact that i did not have time to finish my aq, so it's one big mess of skimpy arguments.
if ur going to remark, 'but it's on history!' - hang on. let me finish.
first, i hate such topics for compre.
second, i am regretting not writing the aq first.
so don't rub it in yeah.
man, i had it, and i blew it.
it's like god throwing u a can of coke when ur lost in the desert, and u tell him, sorry i want a pepsi instead.
damn it.
and tmr is seriously a goner.
don't listen to all those people who claim to screw up.
i am the real deal and no, im not proud of it.
there is a 80% chance i would fail, if not at least paper 1.
i dunno why, but i just can't do math.
yet i have a distinction grade 4 for mental arithmetic. how ironic.
as i said, i only know how to count money.
and the number of marks i could possibly get for tmr's paper.
i could write a whole list of criticisms of math here right now.
but i guess im too depressed to allow cynicism to step in.
yes and im so fucking worried i went to check the admission criteria for nus and smu.
there is some hope.
if i fail, it has to be one subject. and it cannot go lower than a S.
fuck u, math. seriously.
the guy who started it all, u r seriously one big no-life mofo.
alright i shall go back and depress myself even further by trying to remember how to draw those curves, which i suddenly forgot.
thank god tmr is an afternoon paper.
this time if u throw me a damn mountain dew, i would also drink it.
cherry garcia..
10:56 PM
