finally.
3 months later than the rest, im going thru the beginner's cycle.
im almost done w packing and my backpack looks like a field pack. i dunno whether i brought anything extra but i know i have a lot of medication.
and towels are q hard to compress.
i hope i've learnt a thing or two these four months of 2009.
like being jobless is damn bloody sian.
i realised i still have not repainted some of my model cars as planned earlier.
and my fitness plans were burned a long time ago.
i also learned tt nice ppl dun exist in this world.
because their kindness dun get repaid, they become fools instead.
and when nice ppl finally realise they have been fools, they stop being nice.
they start to bite.
over the months i've grown closer to a couple of friends, drifted from a few, and others become assholes or bitches.
those tt were a waste of my time.
hopefully there will be good ppl in my company. my platoon. my section.
im not scared at all abt army. i dun rly care abt the exercises and punishments and stuff.
i've been through hell before, and no it wasnt sec 1 camp.
i just hope that in these 2 yrs i actually learn something.
tt's why im aiming for ocs.
we're alr wasting 2 years of our lives, as well make the most out of it.
be a better person when we ord.
okay tt was q p.c, but it's true.
if u just spend 2 yrs doing routines and still remain the dick u are, then im sorry for u. u cut ur life short by 2 yrs.
no actually i shld be happy. the world will have less idiots.
i know it's serve and fuck off. im gg to do tt too. but at least achieve something before u fuck off.
ok enough abt army talk.
im rly gg to miss my hair.
anw i rly appreciate everyone who's come for dinners over the months. it's great to meet up.
hopefully when the girls go uni u all wont forget us.
actually most of u will.
it's okay.
it's part of life.
ppl come and go.
just a matter of when.
cherry garcia..
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