u know, because of all the protocol and internet discipline and intelligence personnel scouring the web to catch people like me prone to saying the not-so-nice things, it's really hard to be direct and cynical here.
i have to be v v cautious about what i write here, and make sure no obvious search terms are present which may lead to the existence of this vault of knowledge.
im still trying my best. pls raise the alarm if u feel that i have violated any protocol which would put my life in danger.
it's been a good week thus far, many thanks to the raised alert level of h1n1.
as long as u have flu, u have to go home.
mind you, flu is not a nice thing to have.
half the time u are sucking in mucus through ur nose as u try ur best to breathe, and the phlegmmy cough means u cant eat lots of good stuff.
between staring into space while enduring monotonous lectures and unbearable heat, and staying at home to rest, u and i know what is the better choice.
it's the only good wk so far, coz the rest of the time im left wondering what will become of me in a few weeks' time?
am i goin to be cheated once again, or will i be set free? if it's the latter, will the grass be greener?
if it's the former, how the hell am i goin to get out?
and in a few months' time, will i be able to sign the holy white form?
i did a ct scan on my head tdy.
i felt like a mutant.
u know, they put u on the bed, inject some stuff into u which makes u feel warm after a few mins and then scan ur head to check for any special powers.
"this boy has too much sarcasm in him, he cannot be allowed to join the jedis."
more tests nxt mth, this time on my heart.
personally im not sure what to expect of the test results.
obviously if there's something wrong with me then it supports my case better.
but having a condition sounds v uncomfortable.
im thinking of things like a critical brain nerve is damaged or the heart is sinking fast like venice.
i dunno. anw i would have to wait until late sept to know whether i can move things with my head and then make them explode in mid-air.
ooh i picture someone's head floating alr.
"pooosh!"
oops sorry i was trying really hard to keep still there but i had to scratch an itch.
if u realised, my take on things has changed full 180 compared to april.
obviously i cant write my reasons here.
tell u more in 2011.
cherry garcia..
9:56 PM
