why the fk did i leave my sats bk in camp.
this means i practically wasted my whole weekend.
eat, movie, bowl, drink.
yep, totally wasted.
and fk tt game called need for speed shift.
everytime i load it i waste so much time.
it's as bad as assassin's creed, or worse.
>> come on, a couple of points more to next level!
>> come on, need a few more stars!
>> hmm does my bmw need a new paint job?
argh.
i wouldn't have considered such indulgences a waste of time if not for the fact that i have less than 72hrs every week to spend as a civilian.
argh 3 hrs left.
every wk i struggle to think how to spend my free time meaningfully and then either rush thru the day or just slog on one main activity, mostly the damn fkin comp.
and then when im in camp i regret tt i didn't do more.
fk man.
nvm im aiming to confine myself at home for the nxt few wks until nov.
and wtf sugar's been playing on my comp since morn. i think i've become stupid alr.
cherry garcia..
6:31 PM