this is one of the rare occasions i get an extended break at home.
instead i walk right into a cold war.
so now my parents arent talking, one has left the house and the other's sleeping in the bedroom.
and of all times, this happens during cny.
fucking ironic.
it's alr bad enough tt i dun celebrate like normal chinese do.
now this shit happens and im left all alone.
it's not like i have anyone else to talk to at home. no siblings. no gf. no relatives.
it's not like friends will actually make time when it's still cny.
it's not like i have anywhere to go when everywhere is closed.
mind you, i haven't eaten anything u would consider a proper meal since lunch yesterday.
i dunno what i've done to deserve this.
i now know how cold the world really is.
to all of u out there, be glad this didn't happen to u.
frm the bottom of my heart, enjoy urself.
now im staring at the golden labrador in the golden fields on my desktop.
and im thinking dogs lead a better life than mine.
sometimes i wish the pistol in my drawer was loaded.
it'd prob be the only escape i can make.
cherry garcia..
12:33 PM
